MY background

I read a positive thinking book (The Magic Of Thinking Big), then got a business efficiency one (7 habits of highly effective people) which i never really read, and a few millionairre biographies. I enjoyed them, and it was easier than actually doing the hard work :)

But then i picked up a book in a service station called 'The Game', and i couldnt help but want to try out some of the principles in the book. And they worked.

Another great book is Napoleon Hill's Think And Grow Rich. He was tasked with interviewing all the most successful men in America in its prime - the 1920's. The results are in this book. Essentially, you need the right attitude, and to stick to it.

In it he says one powerful motivator is sex. Dam right! Like eating an drinking, you have an instinct which compels you to act. It was this instinctual need for sex and my own thirst for self emprovemnt that sowed the seeds for the collapse of my relationship. I was reading this stuff while with her, and wanting to try it out!

So i came to Toronto on my own a yr ago and just tried some of this stuff id read, AND IT WORKED! It really worked!! But i never slept with anyone, just flirted with the 'power'; the thrill of the chase... that was new to me!

Now im single but my lust for casual sex is not absolute. I wish to 'run game', but not just to bed one night stands. You see running good game is about being ur best self, not stupid tricks to play on girls to get them naked. It's called inner game, and i want to take it even further than that. I want to really connect with people, to have massivley honest relationships with girls, and fantastic, deep, meaningful sex as an extension, expression of that.